I Have a Way Better Job than You. It's TRUE

My job is awesome. I want to yell it... so here MY JOB IS AWESOME... just feel yelled at okay? Please?

Julia, Katharine, Sarah, Jay and I went to a Japanese restaurant today, Sakura Japan, it was DELICIOUS. The atmosphere was cool, very pretty, and the food was great. Here is a picture of the "Titanic Roll" that I ate.

The ice cube under the carrots and decor was one of those blinking light types... Julia was THRILLED.
The lunch was fun and I just really have the best job in the world that I get to go have yummy food with J-dawg in the middle of the day.

Now another reason my job is great, is that we leave when the cleaning ladies come to the house and they leave stuff like this:

I couldn't make this up! Phallic fruit?! I think not.
I had a good laugh, good enough to take a picture of that. Katharine was there too, though she is too young for that joke.
Here she is chillin' while her sister was getting her "Tigger Tail" on:
Oh hey Katharine!


She's pretty gangsta.

Anyway... today was weird, enough said.

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Blame it on the rain

I think the rain just enhances my, and I'll use a borrowed term here... "quarter life crisis."
I don't like the idea that Julia and I are stuck inside today because it just keeps on raining.
Luckily she's napping right now so I have the opportunity to vent.
I am recently inspired to write. I don't know if it has to do with my current state of being poor, creative and it's near Christmas... but who gives a shit? I'm going to write.

I'm not going to discuss this any further. I don't want obligations to anyone but the paper. Plus if I had my idea stolen, I might flip a flop.

I think the "quarter life crisis" nails it right on the head.
I don't know which way to go in life. It's overwhelming. I feel slightly useless to the world. I'm crazy in debt, but want to buy a sweet car (or move somewhere ridiculously expensive and live life in the fast lane), I also just want all of my dreams to come true now.

Patience, Alexis, patience.

It's what I'm constantly telling myself.
It is extremely frustrating to want to prove yourself to the world and yet the world is saying "not now little girl... not now."

I am lucky.
I have the support of my family to let me fly the coup, but also they have my back when my wings break off and I crash and burn to the ground.
I also have a job where they take care of me like a surrogate family.
I also have a sweet living condition, and although I would give anything to be a troll on my own, having Jeff and FF there is way healthier.

I am in debt, and there's no way out of it... thanks college.
I have a BA in Communications, but no one wants me.

I'm thinking Hemmingway...

I'm not going to shoot myself... don't worry... I was thinking more along the lines of writing about my experiences. Then making others read it.
I mean if you don't suffer a bit, or don't go through low periods... life would be so bland and happiness wouldn't mean shit right?

I over use the word shit.

Julia is awake now... I'm going to go make this all into a positive!
:)