As of now, I am procrastinating like the best of 'em.
I sit here in front of my computer and get intimidated by the sheer nature of my writing. My thoughts are scattered and unorganized. At times the mounds of crap that I have tried to call "essays" seem so large and unmanageable that I may never complete this.
I will complete this.
I will get through this.
It may take me sitting in a room where I cannot access the internet.
It may take me turning off the Swedish film I'm watching and actually sitting in silence late at night.
I feel like I work better with a film on. It's inspirational, but I bet it takes away from the quality of my work... as well as the quantity (sometimes).
I hate to be negative about this. In the long run, all of this work is beneficial. Whether or not I get into graduate school I will have punched out some major portfolios and written a lot of different pieces.
Hopefully I will get some envelopes asking for interviews... let's all keep our fingers crossed. If I don't, I will just figure out the next step on whatever path I have to take.
That's enough venting for now. I'm going to go back to editing. Wish me luck!
1 comment:
Don't be discouraged. Remember to write with the heart the first time and edit with your brain the second time. And its not crazy to work with a film on in the background. I run Star Wars, any one of em. Or there are a few obscure films I watch that get my creativity flowing. Sense and Sensibility, LA Story, and Bond flicks.
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